Ever had someone love you so much she would die for you?

Ever had someone love you so much she would do anything for you?

Ever had someone love you so much she would do just about anything to make you happy?

I have that someone. She goes by the name Laura Jane a.k.a Baby Jane. This is her.




Yeaps....isnt she a pretty sight. A sight for sore eyes.

Everyday...before i sleep......i ll send a goodnight message to her...just so she knows that i am thinking about her before i sleep....even when im asleep....shes always in my head.....every morning i wake up i think of her.......i think what does she have on today...and how am i going to spend my time with her on this bright new day.....you see....i ant get enough of her.....shes the blood flowing through my veins.....shes the drive that keeps me going everyday.....shes whats keeping me from giving up in this cruel and harsh world.


how does one even get enough of this face?.....

This beautiful face that captures the heart of many young handsome men...but yet she chose me. that makesd me the luckiest guy on earth doesnt it?....everyday she holds me ever so close...ever so tight...ever so warm....



This beauty is always there for me...always has and always will...through thick and thin she will be by my side no matter what...i know that for a fact. Her heart is as pure as gold. Always willing to sacrifice herself for the better of others. No matter how bad a problem maybe..or how deep in trouble a person gets...you can always count on Laura Jane to be there for you...as she has done for me.


The many memories we have created together is endless. Memories that will last forever through time and space. Never to be forgotten. beautiful memories have been carved in out time together...

I will do everything in my ability to make and keep you happy Laura Jane......i will do anything....I LOVE YOU......and its more than just words......
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right sorry if no corny people...but hey...thats love =)

Friends come and go but best friends stay forever

hey you a'll....i finally come around to updating my blog lol....yeah well.....as we all know....our dear friend and my best friend and gay partner Denon has had a life long ambition of being a pilot.....this came around since..from 2 i think lol...right?........yeah well...me and denon go way back when we were immature teenagers in form 1 in a lousy but fun school called smk tropicana....i mean the school was the pits...but the friends i made there shall never be forgotten.....
Well me and denon were streamed into the same class since form 1...in form 4 i left the school for greener pastures which was a good thing as i found the love of my life there lol.......but my dear denon here called me up one day and asked how he could change school to my new school which was smk damansara jaya.....than the mom talked to me....boy did i get a heart attack lol....in the end...the boy ended up in smk damansara utama.....which was funny.....my best friends ex boyfriend was studying there and my girlfriends ex boyfriend studies there too...whats more...both of em were cousins......lol.....for the whole of form 4 i rarely saw this dear boy or my best friend michelle......changing schools completely changed our life huh guys...... to me...i thought i had lost the 2 best friends i ever had on this living earth......

Things changed in form 5 where slowly and steadily we managed to get back in touch and bond our relationships back for which im ever so grateful it happened......but now.....my bro here is gonna leave for the asia pacific flight training school in kota bahru kelantan.......he follows his dream....and im very happy he is living his dream.....oh well...there goes my driver and my mamaking partner lol........ this guy is a crazy driver and is a reliable friend...usually comes when needed ...well bro.....when you leave...dont forget the people that care for you...stay in touch...stay safe...dont do anything stupid....ok? and always and i mean ALWAYS inform me what flight your flying so i can get another flight hahahahaha....you will be missed bro and there is no one that can replace you aite.....no one....this post is solely dedicated to my best friend denon...and to wish him all the best in life and in accomplishing his dreams......cheers bro....and best friend.....all the best

im back!!

alright alright people simmer down...geez....i ll update my blog when i can la k lol...right.....so a lot of things have happened these few months......weird things happy things sad things.....right ok so firstly...lemme tell you what happened to my beloved car...alright so i noticed a trend...everything i go back to ipoh....and come back...something bad will happen to my car...for instance....the last time i came back from ipoh my car got broken into...this time....my car got into 2 accidents in the space of 2 days.....so the first..was a friday night...on the way to aman suria to have dinner with michael joshua and allison...so on the way....this myvi out of nowhere cuts into my lane and hits my front right lamp...it was a women( as you would expect) that this this catastrophe.....my poor car...shattered lights..sigh.....so anyway on monday....i went to the police station with my dad....to settle this accident...it was raining...there was a traffic jam on the federal highway...out of nowhere the fella 2 cars in front of me jammed his brakes resulting in a 3 car pileup...yes ladies and gents...i got into another accident...sigh....bad luck strikes again lol...so yeah...my insurance company was fucking pissed lol...we just claimed for the break in and now the accident lol....so yeah....now im waiting for my car to come out of the workshop again


anyway moving on....im having my exams right now...and truth be told things arent looking so good....for those who are close to me you know why lol......so if things persist in this way i might just consider going into full time racing hahahahaha...i wish sigh... needs megabucks to race....lifes unfair....so yeah.....oh oh denons mom is back...welcome back auntie!!.....real suprising...one might have thought denon was tough...but he is a mamas boy...a big mamas boy hahaha...and his mom wants to cook for us hehehehehe.....i gotta request order!!! lol...make sure you got lots of food denon...i dont want to be fighting with the 2 fatties of michelle and laura lol......

on the 8th of november was my love and i's unofficial anniversary....which happens to be on our friends min li's birhtday......it was also the day mughi had an open house....which we went for....than we headed over to lauras house because apparently we were suppose to distract her and keep her company till dinner where we were going to suprise her at this wine shop called vintry or something like that....than we all decided to go to asia cafe to play pool...on the way we were going to mughis house to drop off kenny.....boy did me and mughi have a race lol.....in and out of traffic...mughi you are one crazy driver lol....anyways on the way there mr lee liang hoong decided to get in on the act...and he almost crashed into me....and we were driving slow!! lol....lesson learnt...never race with him hahaha......in the end we didnt play pool....we went for drink at starbucks....and reminisced on the old days.....talked about new stuff and bullied liang hoong lol......so anyway i guess thats all for now...hopefully there will be more to come lol...bye pple

BACK FROM RAYA!!!

ahhh finally back from raya!!....happiness lol....anyway overall a very interesting raya....i ll tell you the funniest thing that happened while i was in this place called grik......me and my cousins and uncle were playing with fire crackers....and due to strict and tight police regulations we decided to head towards the jungle to play with them....we found a river and there was a bridge..there we started to light up the fireworks....so yeah there was this fire cracker called the BUTTERFLY......when lit it shoots up and sparks and fire and explodes in the end.....so when my cousin lit it and ran away...the butterfly fell to the ground....and was pointing right for us!!!....and we didnt have enough time to react so it fired straight at us.....so yes....i have my 24 year old cousin who jumped into the river from the bridge...and i have an uncle jumping up and down trying to avoid flames and sparks( imagine a man with a beer belly...a huge beer belly...jumping up and down hahaha)....i have my brother who was in crutches....lifter up his crutches and started running and hopping on one leg...overtaking all my other 2 legged cousins hahaha and than there was me....where i fell into a pit....grazed my arm on rocks the size of a giant turbo hahaha...and have scratch marks on my arm whihc looks like i tried to commit suicide hahahaha....

i would like to wish a SELAMAT HARI RAYA to everyone and please forgive me if i have done or said something that hurt you in the past....oh and to marianne HAPPY BIRTHDAY and to denon HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY again lol.....

last day of exam!!

right so...today finally was my last day of exam....thankfully....i swear im gonna flunk...siggghhhhhh.......but anyways i got ms tan to come pick me up today....than i drove her t5 lol....on the way to pick up ms jane....we shared our stories of nearly accidents and accidents....hahaha.....oh and ms tan has soo many of both hahaha......yeah so after picking up laura.....we went to pick up my other baby......ahh good to have her back...she was away from me for a whole 3 hours!!...goodness that was long hehehe.......

anyway.....our family was supposed to go to the bazaar today...those ramadhan bazaar where they sell food? yupz....apparently ....ms tan and ms jane have never been to one before....like HELLOOOOO.... you live in malaysia...u gotta at leat go to one lol....so anyway we were meeting up in annes house.....so when me and denon arrived...anne and laura were eating fried rice....i decided to join them hahaha...it was good stuff i tell you lol...so after me and my baby jane polished off the WHOLE BOWL.....so yeah after satisfying our tummies we went on to the bazaar...( one of our family member was missing aka michelle lai...she ffk us for sleep apparently) lol.......but acceptable excuse since shes ebben sleeping late...so anyway we moved on with our incomplete family.....so yeah we went to the supposedly biggest bazaar in the are.....was a disappointment as it turned out not to be that big...yeah mr denon said it was BIG.... lol.......but it was ok...we were happy....laura and annes first trip and my first trip of the year...denons dunno how many trip edi.....so yeah we strolled through....bought some stuff....(disappointed with the quantity we bought!!).....one might expect 4 fat fellas strolling around a bazaar will buy more food lol....so yeah we went back and pigged out...to an even bigger disappointment.....food wasnt that great...only the ckicken wings were good...the rest of it so so la lol.....owh owh the saw the most disgusting thing ever in annes house.....fried frogs!! i mean come on anne...ribbit ribbit hehehe.....annes loves it....says it tastes like chicken lol...eww will nvr touch it lol.....
after waiting for denon to arrive( he had to send his maid away)....we went on a tour to annes neighbours house....boy it was a creepy house....had to climg a ladder which was made of wood...freaky...but i would say worth it cause it had a nzice view from up there







so yupz...that was about it today....sorry for the lack of pics....gotta start taking more lol....had fun guys!! lets do it again sometime lol

2/10/2007

ALRIGHT ALRIGHT IM UPDATING.......sheesh some people have no patience lol....well so anyway...a very interesting week.......

well last night i had a drag with mr ibear and got my ass whooped...yupz...240kmh and the fella was still pulling away....i mean why did i even bother doing it?? lol....helloo 427bhp and 600+ bhp is a big difference lol.....so yes anyways.....

lets start of with today
......i had my accounts exam today....and somehow i managed to walk in 45 minutes late...yupz 45 freaking minutes....u see i set my alarm to go off at 8 a.m....but somehow or rather i managed to off the alarm without even realizing it....so yeah.....my baby sent me a good luck message at 8.58...my exam started at 9...read it...realized the time....jumped outta bed and got ready in record time lol 10 minutes....i usually take 20mins lol.....so yeah i coolly waltzed into the exam hall 45 minuts late...i swear you need a thick face to do that....eyes staring at you and people murmuring what an idiot you are for coming so late lol........

anyway i was depressed...i did badly in it and didnt have enough time.....so i went to see my 2 dearest friends in school( school kids you know lah)......arrived and me mate was in a bad mood.....wonder why?? so finally got to know one of his friends backed his car up to his....OUCH!! i fell your pain bro...know u love that baby monster....if i were you i would have exploded....good you kept it in....so anyways my dear friend michelle was terrified to sit in his car after that incident and decided to sit with me....so off we went......went for lunch....michelle and rafael...yupz....tried this palce called my dining room...i swear that place has the dullest atmosphere ever......food wasnt that freat.....a big X for that place....so than as usual michelle was pigging out...and at the end of her meal she was like " lets have cake from secret receipe".....i mean hello?? we just had a full meal???....either she was pregnant and very hungry or she was greedy.....i might say both hahaha.......bu than somehow or rater god was on my side and she decided she didnt want to have cake after all...(thank goodness...i would have exploded)....so than i dropped her off and went to visit my mate who was in a terrible mmod....the volvo kid.....chilled there and went to pick up my baby....

now here is the good part....i was supposed to study for my exam at her house...so yeah i as tires so i decided to sleep awhile and she said she ll wake me up after half an hour. that was at 4.pm...when i woke up guess what time it was....6.30pm....great.....looked to my side...and there it was...she was sleeping as well!! i mean how can your alarm clock fall asleep?? ....in donald duck jammies which she looked so cute in hahahaha......sorry babes.....so anyways...i was determined to go somewhere i could study so than i decided to ask ms anne if we could use her mansion to study in...and she agreed....(wrong move) hahaha ....so the 4 of us...laura michelle , marianne and i were studying....till michelle wanted coffee....and as anne and laura made the worst coffee on the planet...coffee that can kill a man....we decided to take a ride to starbucks.....just a short trip.....a 5 min trip of terror for marianne as she nearly saw jesus hahahaha......god that girl can scream lol.....so yeah after buying coffee we headed back to study....cant believe it....but we actually studied....lol...than at 12 sharp we left mariannes house on head on home.....END OF THE DAY

friday night

well it was Friday...and as usual....friday night = speeding.....so yes...as the video will show u....i decided to do something stupid...and with the help of my camerawomen we manage to capture this footage of me completely trying to blow my engine...so yes we managed to touch 273km/h....absolutely terrifying ......lol



anyway moving on.....today me and my baby lamb went to pick up school girl michelle from tuition...so u on the way there....i somehow managed to get myself lost....and we were going round and round looking for the house....but we eventually found it thanks to my navigation skills hahaha.....so we were supposed to discuss about something really important till michelle suggested to go to one utama...than i knew this discussion will never happen...never bring together girls and one utama.......girls+ 1 utama= NO NO........so yeah...they went to marks and spencer and me being the only guy as usual struggling behind like their butler......i tell u girs can do just about anything in a mall....geez.....anyways they bought chocolate biscuits and such.....it was such a temptation i tell u....sorry girls but i was fasting hahaha.....so yeah out of temptation from the both of them i broke my fast and indulged myself with chocolate biscuits......lol....bad influence my friend and girlfriend lol.....



so after that we went to pick up Beatrice (Michelles sister) from school...we were early so decied to drive around for a minute......and than somebody had a crazy idea to prank call pple on my car phone....so there we were...at the side of the road prank calling people.....every prank call was started of by this HELLOOOOO which i can say is super duper annoying....and of course who else would be capable of doing it another than michelle lai....and than it was followed by this really china apek accent by laura jane...which definitely suited her hahaha.....so IM SORRY to all who had been pranked call.... by i claim my innocence as it was the 2 girls that did it lol....

well anyways that was about it for today....till next time....ciaoz

First Blog

well......my first blog.....unfortunately my first blog would be about sad depressing things and very few happy things.

this few months has been my worst downs and my best ups of my life.....lets see...the downs of my life 1. family issues...... oh yes...family issues....without it a teenagers life wouldn't be complete would it?.
2. relationship issues ahh yesss......boy have i created problems for my love ms Laura Jane....i cant keep track of the countless times i have made her sad....brought her feelings and emotions down....but all never meant to be on purpose...i guess these things just comes huh.

Good times i have had these few months...hmm lets see

1. regaining my best friend terrible slump in my relationship with my best friend blew me to pieces....i might not have shown it too obviously...but i was broken to have lost my best friend. so im glad this month i have finally been able to make amends.....i have her back as my friend....i dont think best friends again yet though...that would probably take time to achieve. but nevertheless i am glad to welcome her back in my life. WELCOME BACK MICHELLE!!.

2. stronger bonds with my one true love yes it sounds corny...but after every problem i have faced with her i feel my feelings for her go stronger each day.....each day makes it harder and harder for me to forget her...Laura Jane just takes my breath away....i love her with all my heart.....shes the reason i keep going each day....each day is never complete without seeing the beautiful smile on her face...the smile that keeps me going.

3. FREINDS!! who more do i trust and treasure than my denon( gay partner) and marianne( most innocent person i have ever met).....the fun times we have been through together. me laura michelle denon and marianne....nothing shall keep us apart.....these guys are family to me...should any harm come to them i ll break the person that caused it apart. denon who has always been there for me...thick and thin helped me when i needed help the most. always there when u need somebody.....marianne...the person who is always willing to listen and help one with their problems.....( still cant belive u actually told fung how off that night lol).....
well thats about it in my life...lots more going on....just no time to write it out lol....sorry if the structure of my first blog is shitty...still learning how to use this damn thing lol.....