First Blog

well......my first blog.....unfortunately my first blog would be about sad depressing things and very few happy things.

this few months has been my worst downs and my best ups of my life.....lets see...the downs of my life 1. family issues...... oh yes...family issues....without it a teenagers life wouldn't be complete would it?.
2. relationship issues ahh yesss......boy have i created problems for my love ms Laura Jane....i cant keep track of the countless times i have made her sad....brought her feelings and emotions down....but all never meant to be on purpose...i guess these things just comes huh.

Good times i have had these few months...hmm lets see

1. regaining my best friend terrible slump in my relationship with my best friend blew me to pieces....i might not have shown it too obviously...but i was broken to have lost my best friend. so im glad this month i have finally been able to make amends.....i have her back as my friend....i dont think best friends again yet though...that would probably take time to achieve. but nevertheless i am glad to welcome her back in my life. WELCOME BACK MICHELLE!!.

2. stronger bonds with my one true love yes it sounds corny...but after every problem i have faced with her i feel my feelings for her go stronger each day.....each day makes it harder and harder for me to forget her...Laura Jane just takes my breath away....i love her with all my heart.....shes the reason i keep going each day....each day is never complete without seeing the beautiful smile on her face...the smile that keeps me going.

3. FREINDS!! who more do i trust and treasure than my denon( gay partner) and marianne( most innocent person i have ever met).....the fun times we have been through together. me laura michelle denon and marianne....nothing shall keep us apart.....these guys are family to me...should any harm come to them i ll break the person that caused it apart. denon who has always been there for me...thick and thin helped me when i needed help the most. always there when u need somebody.....marianne...the person who is always willing to listen and help one with their problems.....( still cant belive u actually told fung how off that night lol).....
well thats about it in my life...lots more going on....just no time to write it out lol....sorry if the structure of my first blog is shitty...still learning how to use this damn thing lol.....